The ups and downs of recovery

Sorry if that's a gruesome photo! I'm actually very pleased with the way I'm healing. The scar goes across the forehead, into the hair and down in front of the ear, so much bigger than I thought. It's lovely to have moved again too: I'm back in Watford and I have my own room thanks to the intervention of one of my managers. Yesterday I had a busy time with visits from the Occupational and Physio therapists, the Catholic chaplain, a lady who brought me Holy Communion, two managers and finally the boyf. Unfortunately, by the time he arrived I felt quite sick and headachey. The books tell me this us to be expected. W is being amazing, and is in touch with all sorts of people to find out what to expect and what help I can be entitled to. I couldn't love him more. The hardest things I'm finding are tiredness and mood... I woke up this morning just wanting to feel better already! It leads to little quiet weeps but the best medicine is visits from loved ones. Today I had more visits from colleagues who noticed what was missing and came back with tissues, squash, the paper and chewing gum. So sweet! So here I am, chomping at the bit and having to realise that this is going to be a long process. Sorry if it's a bit disjointed but that's me at the moment. Nite!

Comments

[Maria]

Ooh, darling that looks ouchy.

How lovely to be back closer to your family and friends.

We're all rooting for you xxx

[Jane (Brodders)]

Jenn, seeing your scar brings back memories of when my mum suffered the same as you when I was 13. She had to have half of her hair shaved off , yourself?

Dont be hard on yourself, the road to recovery can be a slow process but your a strong woman and you'll get there soon what with the love and support of your friends and family.
Take care xxxx

[lyzzydee]

Jenn, I am pleased that you are feeling well enough to take a photo!!! I am glad that they communion lady has been around, I know when dad was in hospital he told me that was what he was waiting for, I think it helps!!!I think God is looking after you, Thank goodness
lots of love
xxxxxxxx

[soojay]

(((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))Darling Jen xxx

[SR]

Yes - ouchy! Of course the scar is very impressive... but check out the cheekbone definition ;D
Take care and be patient with yourself....
Kisses&hugs!

[anam]

sending our love & healing vibes.

[chrissie]

Thank God you are alive. Healing takes time. Trust me, I know. It took me 4 years to get over my thing. You WILL recover and you WILL be well again. As Mummy Pat used to say; corners up darling. I love you very much. Gros bisous. Moi

[GlitteryKatie]

Good grief Jen- shall I bring my Diamond Glaze round- you need a bit of glitter!!
Take it EASY *PAddington Bear Stare*
love kt x

[Cerian]

Blimey old bird! That is one to be proud of in the playground! You are such a brave baby, my heart is so with you since reading all this- I had no idea!!!! x